My thought

Time is always running so fast. My eyes that closed back to blinked, life is not the game but it was a way to make us aware of ourselves, even though everything around you may not helped you, god will be side you, give you so much experiences to make you being as a good person no matter what happened. Being individualist or loneliness person is not the same as you think about. There are so many differences about that. I am a person who often think that everything will be all right without people around me and give me shit things. Like, if you have a problem and want to share with your friend but they cannot listen and give you some advice. What will you do? Surely, you will get upset and negative thinking with them. Yep, well I did it. I always want to share my daily story with my close friend but I guess they are still do not want to care me as they could. I want to be close with them like a family but I think everyone has different problem in their life but we know that everyone needs a people who feel disposed do important things for their precious people. So the important things that you should do is be an individualist person and make yourself perfect.

 

Actually, I am so tired for all those things that already happened to me. Such as, being rejected, being annoying in the front of my crush, my new friend, and being as dull you know my lecturer said a something worst about me, I do... I always do my best for my subject and trying to not copy my friend’s assignment like my friends commonly did. But they are not really know me. What the story life that I take before they judged about me. Being rejected if I am hanging out with my collage friend, I don’t know all thing that they said about but I prefer to adjust their knowledge as could as I can. Sometimes I am trying to search what they are looking about on Google like a new movies, a news, or something like gossip. Being annoying in the front of my crush’s eyes, I never ever have a relationship with a boy yeah you know I am so afraid to know more about that flirting relationship. I mean relationship for me is not something that we could play and will end with tears only. It must have an important basis like commitment, responsibility and sincere heart. When I meet my crush, I am kind’s looks so awkward I am too shy to talk with him. I never do first conversation with him but he is always do it first. My act is kind of fool girls. I want him not as my boyfriend only but want to be his future. What should I do if I do bad behavior often? I don’t have any idea to solve it.
Sometimes we know that the teacher or the lecture just see their perspective from what they looking for. example you are just a quite person, it does not mean you can not know anything. you have any different knowledge such as good at writing a narrative story or editing some nature photo. I say a lot in here I mean just want to open your eyes. everyone has different ability to show their action or to increase their talent.so, stop trying to judge something that you are not know yet before you understand it in the depth. I have an experience; my friend is someone who never do cheating for all things and at the time when we have a test. she gives her answer's text to my second friend. and our lecturer was really give her a punishment like announcing to the whole class that she is cheating, even though she really did not do that. how was irony she is. then our lecture is never ever believing to her anymore. we just needs a person we only need honest people. and you do not judge a person by what we sees. using the five senses that exist, then we will know his real behavior